Can't you let me be ??11/18/2009 01:13:00 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Is there any problem for me to search for my idol's latest information like their new songs or concert shows or other stuff?? what's wrong with that?? It is my own interest and there's nothing harmful .. if there was .. so what?? I'm no longer a small kid who need that much protection from you alright ?? i can take care of myself and basically .. I can even stay alone out there ..
Why are you asking the same question like :
' why are you sitting infront of the PC again ?'
Okay .. don't you think this question is so lame and stupid ? the pc is place in the living room .. and there's nothing else i can do other than just sitting infront of the pc and search for some of my interest .Of cause I'm sitting infront of the PC .. or else you wan me to sit in your room ? Lame question isn't it ?
And excuse me ? what do you mean :
' what also never do just sit infront of the PC everyday ..? What the hell are you doing at home for the whole day ? '
What answer you want from me ? ' Yeah.. I do nothing other than playing the computer ? ' Hey come on !! It is only 3.00pm and what can you expect me to do during time like this ? Praying and collecting clothes I promised mom will finish everything before she come back home and I'll do it ... there's nothing for you tto worried about. Why are you so anxious all this stuff about ? this is my job after exam and during the holiday and I'll do it full with my responsiblity .. OKAY ??
Can you just shut your mouth and just go next door to have tea with your brothers? I'm looking for my stuff and is there a necessary for me to do report to you what I search today ? Hello ?? I know how to diffentiate the GOODS and BADS okay?? I'm no longer a KIDD-O !!!!!And you don't even what I'm doing and stop saying that what i search is bad stuff .. okay ? I was searching for movies and you said movie kill my brain cause of think those RUBBISH during my school lesson .. What the HECK are you talking ??? You said those stuff are RUBBISH ?? okay.. maybe they are RUBBISH in ur opinion but not in mine .. sometimes I do write about those movies in my exam and i could even score a nice marks for it .. I search for SUPER JUNIOR because just I missed many of their lateset news during those days you grounded me and i was just to update myself to show my passion to them ... what ?? Is there any problem ?? Saying I'm wasting my time on the PC just searching those RUBBISH is wasting my time .. okay .. since you said so .. what do you want me do search for ? Those you search in the net like about tea leaves .. antique .. or some other stuff like electrics stuff ?? what can you expect me to search for ?? It's my freedom to search whatever I want .. AND I'M NOT SEARCHING FOR RUBBISH !! Those are things that can make me happy and laugh .. so ? It is my interest oto search for something funny .. so what ?? they are harmful ? No RIGHT ?? BullShit reason.
What somemore .. Oh yeah ! I'm listening songs i like and you said those songs are freaking shit ? excuse me .. If there is .. is non-of-your-BUSINESS ! alright ? Everyone have their own taste and style and not everyone have to follows what you do and did. Everybody know that I'm on diet .. and can't you cooperate with me ? why are still cooking so much for only 3 of us in the house? and even mom doesn't want to eat .. and i don't want to eat too . Stop forcing me to eat okay? I know my health condition and i will take care of myself. When i ate little .. you said i didn't even eat .. when i ate much .. you scold :' how to diet ? eat so much .. still say diet..diet your head .' What the heck ? I really speechless.. What you want me to do with you ?? Teach me ! Tell me !
I'm chatting with Kai and Kha wai .. you said we are doing idiot stuff.. what's wrong with you dad? Kai is boring and i'm free too.. we just chatting something about my result and school stuff and you don't even ask what are we chatting about and said those are idiot stuff .. you're going to make me gone insane .I finish everything mom told me to do before 5.30pm and who still saying that i do nothing? saying after the PC move to living room and my brain was only fill with PC ? You don't even know what i did and you said i do nothing .. I was like .. The The Hell ???? Huh???
Can't you just shut your mouth up and just let me be ?? Just don't let those shit out from you and I really appreciate if you do that . I'M PISSED !
