I know it's been so long since the last post I did last year.

But try to put yourself in my shoes and you guys will understand how busy I am.

Busy for tuition.

Busy for School.

Busy for Exam.

and Of course

Busy with Life Problems.

Problems that every teenager had it, at least once.

I'll shorten my story.

As short as possible.

But, Clear.

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Hmmm... where did I stop my story.

Oh Yeah ! My last graduation night.

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Right after that night,

I was all up.

What was right and what was wrong.

I once ask advice from my teachers,

What they told me ,

I really kept it deep in my heart.

Whenever I come to face some problem,

all I hear is ,

" Amanda , You can Do it. Trust yourself. "

And in the End, I really made it.

I had a lot of friendship problems past year.

Left a lot of scar in my heart.

Pieces of the broken mirror cuts me.

And every time I flash back my memories ,

they are still there - The Broken Mirror.

How I wish there's a type of remedy could heal my wound.

Perhaps?

I'm those kind of person who is very Revengeful.

Once someone get 'step on my tail' , Then that's their End of World.

Somehow,

I wish I could get rid of these kind of Attitude.

Girls should be more Lovely and Tender , isn't?

* Smile.

Dear School Librarian Juniors ,

I know I'm superb fierce during my Duty section.

But , I hope you guys put yourselves in my shoes and understand more about me.

What I'm thinking, Is that difficult?

I'm thinking hard to train you all to be a better librarian.

And you all just don't understand the situation and keep on Fooling around and that make me feel so bad.

You know you guys hurt me that bad before?

No.

Hmm... some of you.. Perhaps ?

There 0% of hope for our Library to get Good Image if you guys continue those attitude.

Do you know how suffer is our Pn.Yap ?

All this while she is thinking how to bring up all of us without letting suffer.

All of us knows that prefect hates us.

They would just put us in cages if they could.

But why they letting us away again and again ?

Please always put yourselves in Pn.yap's shoes.

She's helping us all the time.

When she scolded us, She will apologize . WHY ?

Because she doesn't even bear to scold us.

We are her Sons and Daughters.

Solve problems for her, Not to create problem for her.

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During October 2010 ,

I start to realize SPM is around the corner.

There's nothing can be done except start engine and study.

Had Great time studying together with some friends.

Learn a lot and Play a lot too.

SPM is like a Microscope , to me.

It show the real side of a person.

Weather she/he is helping you or not.

That's what in notice about.

During the SPM Season,

your classmates will start coming near to you and say something like this :

" Hey, do you want to study together ? Let's fight SPM together ! WE ARE A TEAM . "

I heard a lot from many people out there ,

not only my classmates of course.

There's a lot more.

Study together ?

Why don't you just say " Can I have all your Knowledge? "

That's straight to the point.

Those who knows me well will understand how I treat people around me.

There's 3 categories.

They will come to you and get advantages , but

when you go to them, they will show ' rainbow ' to you.

Is that called as Friends ?

I would rather called them as CLASSMATES only.

Somehow,

Thanks to them.

They taught me ' there's no eternal friendship in this world. '

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After the last paper for SPM - Account .

The only paper that I don't have confident in.

Clean and Clear my study room a.k.a My elder brother's bedroom.

And start to pack my stuffs because I'm staying malacca for few months.

Start to work with my uncle and get my driving lesson.

The teacher is kinda weird.

And I'm so damn Frust !

What to do ? He's my teacher.

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Every office have the protogonise and the antogonise.

There's an old lady keep on being good with me and I show nothing to her.

Pandai ' angkat ' betul.

Start from the beginning, She annoys me and I kept Quiet.

Just like what I wrote just now, I tried to get rid of my immature attitude.

Yet,

I was blast into a volcano.

Ignore her for almost a month already.

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And today !

FINALLY I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST !

OMG ~!! I so scare my heart MATI ENGIN.

hahaha . : )

Slow and Steady today.

Just a.. a little mistake.

Luckily I Passed.

Thanks Mr. Tester.

and thanks for calling me Japanese Doll. LOL.

I have full energy today cause of yesterday's headache.

so I went to bed early on 8.30pm.

Will get my P license tomorrow.

On April Fool ? Waseh ! Great !

Sheepie ask me a weird question today.

Yeah, weirdie. haha ! Girl from Belgium ?

Good Luck Dude !

April Fool Tomorrow,

Hope there's nothing happen tomorrow.

If yes,

Wait for my pay back. HEK HEK HEK.

Okay that's all for today.

I'm already in Fatigue mode.

Where's my bed ~ ?

Good Night My Dears.

Will Date Donghae and Syusuke today.

Sleep tight.

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